sometimes I get realli mad at somebody(i.e my mom), that there seem to be nothing else in my mind besides wanting to vent it, to show im angry, to make her feel sorry.. but I almost always only let these thoughts linger in my mind.. then somehow, after a while, realization will hit upon me.. I start to think for my mom.. to put myself in her shoes.. to understand her..
why then did I not do the same at the very moment when nasty thoughts flooded my mind? why??
and perhaps I might have said something back just because I was hurt... something bad that might in turn cause her hurt terribly.. will the cycle of resentment go on and on? as to some ppl, delay deepens resentment. then how is it that time heals?
Sometimes I think it's just me and my pride. Maybe a simple sorry was all that was needed. yea.. I may have the right to be angry, but why should I hurt myself with anger?? I need a more humble heart.. think not just fer myself.
I'm sorryyy.........
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no matter how many sorries there are, if none is said with the heart, then there is no meaning in any of them
yes you are right to say that, but what are you hinting at? and who are you?
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